Well here it is, my last post. If you’re reading this post soon after it has published, my other blogs are wrapping up too. ”… in every single way” and “Sissy Naughty” have already finished their queues. ”Sissy Likes” has always been my flagship blog so I’m posting my farewell here.
The link here is to what I consider my support group. I have a porn addiction, as I imagine many of you do as well. As someone who remembers having to go to a store to buy a porn mag, tumblr became like crack or meth or something else super addictive. I was once a pack-a-day smoker and I feel like that was an easier addiction to kick.
I want to stop losing so, so many hours to looking at porn.
If you just want to know more about porn addiction, there’s lots of good info in this 16 minute TED Talk video.
I considered just letting the queues run out but I feel like I need to say goodbye to some of you. There are a handful of you that I respect too much to just disappear. And this helps me put a final close on tumblr.
I’ve deleted the mountain of pics on my hard drive and all the bookmarks in my browser. I can’t say I’ll never be back, none of us can predict the future. I know I can’t realistically expect to quit this, cold turkey, on the first try. And at this point, I’ve decided to hold on to my femme wardrobe. Maybe I will get rid of it eventually but right now I see cross dressing as a part of my sexuality that I can separate from viewing porn. We’ll see how that holds up in the future.
So, goodbye for now my friends. I hope you all find what you want to in life. This is the direction my journey goes from here. Feel free to email me at my gmail address if you like, I may check it from time to time but it will probably be a good long while.
Until next time